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No weed, no coke, and I don’t binge drink any more. I never have more than 3 drinks at a time and I can count on 2 hands the times I’ve drank this year. I’m so glad I decided to stop. It’s no good for me. There’s many reasons why I used to do it. Boredom, habit, to feel something and to escape reality and escape myself. I stopped because I was sick of the hangovers and comedowns and the shitty feelings that came with them. And because I wanted to be physically healthier. I started doing it in my early teens, then I used to go to house parties and be out clubbing a lot. I can’t think of anything worse than going out clubbing now. It was good at the time but I think I’ve outgrown it, and I’d be too anxious being around a certain amount of people in a confined space where the only goal is to get drunk. I’m more interested in spiritual growth, and I’ve come so far with it that I could never regress back to old habits and ways of life. I take codeine only when I have to when I’m in a lot of pain because of my health problem. Prescription drugs are no good either, they deplete your vitamin and mineral levels and they can be addictive. Psychedelics can be good for you spiritually, if you’re mentally stable enough and you’re ready for them. I tried Truffles for the first time last year and I had a good experience. They literally turn you into a child. Everything slows down and you’re amazed by everything. It reset my body clock so afterwards I was getting up at 8am every morning, and because it slowed everything down I started to appreciate each moment more. I think the next psychedelic I’ll try will be Ayahuasca. I imagine that will be a very powerful experience. I’d only do it with a shaman present and I’d want to do it in a faraway place like South America.

My drug of choice at the moment is truth. Ever since I took the red pill I’ve been craving it and it’s led me to where I am now. And it will lead me even further.