I couldn’t stop crying the other day. Not just for myself but for all those innocent children who were/are being maimed, tortured, abused, murdered, violated, discarded and destroyed for the rest of their lives. How they’re able to live with themselves and look at themselves in the mirror everyday without feeling sick is beyond me. That’s how I felt at the end of reading about it, and watching them act like they’re good, righteous people makes me feel even more sick. I’ll never be able to understand how they can bring themselves to do those vile and horrific things. I don’t wanna understand. I’m not finishing my script. Why would I wanna be part of an industry that’s so fake and full of shit, and be surrounded by lying scum. I don’t think I even wanna watch films or tv shows any more. I’ll just watch the ascension from the outside.